Lawson used cocaine but says addiction claims ‘ridiculous’

Celebrity chef took drug while feeling subject to ‘intimate terrorism’ by Charles Saatchi

Nigella Lawson accused her ex-husband, Charles Saatchi, of threatening to "destroy" her as she gave evidence today in the trial of their former personal assistants on fraud charges.

The celebrity cook told the court she had been “put on trial” over false allegations of drug use and had endured a “summer of bullying and abuse”.

Lawson told Isleworth Crown Court that she has taken cocaine twice in her life but added that the claim she was a “drug addict or habitual” user of the drug is “absolutely ridiculous”.

She faced dozens of photographers and television crews from around the world as she arrived at the west London court this morning.


Her former PAs, Francesca Grillo and her sister Elisabetta, sometimes referred to as Lisa, are accused of committing fraud by abusing their positions by using a company credit card for personal gain.

Prosecutors claim the Italian sisters lived the "high life", spending the money on designer clothes and handbags from Louis Vuitton, Christian Dior and Vivienne Westwood.

The pair are accused of using credit cards loaned to them by the TV presenter and Mr Saatchi to spend more than £685,000 on themselves, the jury has heard.

Taking to the witness box, Ms Lawson told the court that the "awful incident at Scotts (restaurant)", when Mr Saatchi was photographed holding her by the throat, was followed by false allegations of drug use against her on a "PR blog".

She said: “I have been put on trial here where I am called to answer, and glad to answer the allegations, and the world’s press, and it comes after a long summer of bullying and abuse.

“I find it’s another chapter in that.”

Ms Lawson, dressed in an all-black outfit, admitted she had been reluctant to give evidence in the trial, and spoke of her ex-husband’s reaction.

“He had said to me if I didn’t get back to him and clear his name he would destroy me,” she said.

Ms Lawson said the allegations on the blog were “dedicated to salvaging Mr Saatchi’s reputation and destroying mine”.

Anthony Metzer QC, defending Lisa Grillo, asked Ms Lawson if Mr Saatchi had a temper.

“Yes, he did have a temper and I don’t think that anyone can be in any doubt he had a temper,” she said.

Asked if Mr Saatchi was patriarchal and traditional, Ms Lawson claimed that he “didn’t like to take part in family life”.

Questioned by Mr Metzer about whether she thought Mr Saatchi’s background conflicted with hers, she replied: “I don’t understand why my marriage is pertinent to you.”

Ms Lawson, who stood for the entirety of her evidence, said that while her late husband, John Diamond, left some debts, she did not use Mr Saatchi's money to pay them off.

“I’m an independent woman and I used none of his money to pay off my husband’s debt,” she said.

Ms Lawson, 53, added that her independence could “irritate” Mr Saatchi.

Mr Metzer asked whether Ms Lawson “confided” in Lisa about Mr Saatchi’s temper.

“Yes,” she replied.

The barrister then asked whether Ms Lawson discussed with Lisa that she was contemplating leaving her then-husband.

“It wasn’t so much a discussion,” she said.

“I may have said I didn’t know how much longer I could take this.”

Mr Metzer said: “You confided in Lisa that Mr Saatchi had been shouting and swearing at you?”

Ms Lawson replied: “I think she may have even heard some of it, yes.”

Mr Metzer asked the food writer whether Lisa confided in her that Mr Saatchi had shouted and sworn at her too.

“He did sometimes lose his temper. I’m not sure he did so at her,” she replied.

“I have to say it was not beyond impossible to imagine. But I don’t remember any such confidence.

“I remember her saying he’s very much like my father.”

She told the court that Mr Saatchi wanted at least one of the sisters to be working, but the pair were both given time off over the Christmas period.

“I did explain to him that it was Christmas,” Ms Lawson said.

Elisabetta, 41, and co-defendant Francesca, 35, both of Kensington Gardens Square, Bayswater, west London, deny the charge against them.