the worst nightmare

There were days when you’d shove

your hand into a cupboard in search of a cabbage

and come upon the head of Alfredo Garcia

others when you’d thread a needle

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and imagine you were darning a hole

out of which the evil of the world could escape

times when you’d press a knob on the oven

and conjure the six million

naked, shorn in the shower.

But at night the curtains drawn,

the door locked and bolted

you felt safe, yourself and your care.

No matter how many horror stories

swam into your mind

you never imagined this nightmare -

you lived in a democracy, yourself

and your care, under an elected government,

who cherished each citizen

far from the laboratories of jackbooted men.

from Blood Debts, by Celia de Fréine