Father gives evidence in trial of woman accused of murder and attempted murder of sons

Man’s former partner cannot be identified to protect child who survived and his older half-siblings

A father gave evidence on Wednesday that he kissed his sons on his way out to work but the next time he saw his eldest, the toddler “was lifeless”.

Giving evidence from the witness box in Antrim Crown Court, with his former fiancée sitting in the dock 30 feet away, the man’s voice cracked with emotion as he outlined to the jury that after he “kicked the door in”, he ran upstairs and found her in the bedroom with his two sons.

“All three of them were lying on the bed and there was blood everywhere, all over the bed,” he told prosecuting QC Charles MacCreanor. “I think once I seen my son was lifeless and his little brother started making noises, I just collapsed on the floor.”

He told the jury he “saw a knife on the bed and I think I fell over again” before he was “ushered out and downstairs”, where again: “I collapsed on the floor for a period of time”.


With his children and fiancée taken to hospital where he waited for news and “it seemed to take forever to hear anything”, he told the jury how he found out his oldest son was dead.

“I think it was police came in and said ‘the doctor’s going to come and speak with you’ and one officer broke down in tears,” said the witness, “it was written all over his face that they were coming to tell me my son had not made it.

“I think I was possibly on the floor of that room when the doctor or whoever came to tell me,” he told the jury, outlining that he did not leave the hospital for five or six days, staying with his youngest son.

His 41-year-old former partner, who cannot be identified to protect the child who survived and his older half-siblings, is on trial accused of murdering her son who was two months short of his third birthday and the attempted murder of his 11-month-old brother on March 2nd, 2020.

The jury of six men and six women have already heard evidence the woman put multiple morphine pain relief patches on the children before stabbing them numerous times in the bedroom of the family home in Magheramorne near Larne, leaving “suicide notes” saying she did not want them to “experience pain” and “I’m taking my kids with me because I can’t leave them with their dad.”

Both boys had sustained stab wounds to their necks and abdomens but the oldest victim died as a result of a neck wound which severed an artery and a vain while his brother had to undergo emergency surgery.

It is the Crown case that when the woman either intended to kill them or at least intended to cause her infant sons really serious harm. The defence argues that at the time she was suffering from an abnormality of mind which substantially impaired her thinking, decision making and perception of consequences.

Talking about the nature of his relationship with the defendant, the witness said while his former fiancée was “a good mum” and there were good times between them, “in the bad times, there’s so many.”

He told Mr MacCreanor there were “several occasions” when the police were called or he threatened to call the police, and that would “usually de-escalate the situation”. But on other occasions, “she would have said I will be gone before they get here”.

The witness told the jury she threatened: “I will end it, I will kill myself before they get here - they won’t have time.”

“I would be 100 per cent certain that she told me that she knew exactly how she could do it and that they [the emergency services] would have no chance to get there,” the jury heard.

Outlining how the defendant was going through an “acrimonious divorce” at the time, the witness said having noticed how “awkward” his former fiancée made it for her ex-husband to see his children, he recorded some of their arguments on his mobile phone.

Admitting that he himself “raised my voice and shouted” during arguments, he told the jury: “I thought if I ever have a similar situation, I would like some form of evidence if she went and said this man is Mr Bad Guy because it’s for the male to prove otherwise, in my opinion.”

He recalled one occasion when the defendant had self-harmed, cutting her leg and as he was holding the boys, “there was blood everywhere…and I was screaming for the older kids to come and help me while she was holding a knife at the top of the stairs and I’m asking her to put the knife down.”

The jury heard that on “lots and lots and lots” of occasions,he had suggested she needed to get professional help”. During cross-examination from defence QC Kieran Mallon, he said she had managed to convince mental health services and social services that she was fine when she had taken an overdose during her pregnancy.

The trial continues.